go ahead

go ahead and ruin my day
go ahead and break my heart
go ahead and make me cry

go ahead and tear me down
go ahead and tore me apart
go ahead and make me cry

go ahead and leave

The ending of u

The end of a relationship is a new beginning to a new chapter of life.
I don't regret it
Thank u for leaving.

If I was in front of your eyes instead of her..
If I gave u what ever u want?
If i don't gave u what u want?
If I showed u all my flaws?

Would u still love me the same?

I doubt that u would.

This Is Me Now

Halo bloggy, lama tak menulis.. busy sgt dgn my bachelor's course. i've been trying sooo hard nk suceed each semester, alhamdulillah, aku nk blaja FREE kat Unikl MICEt ni..like they said..

"what u give is what u get"

Actually, dah lama lupa bout my bloggy, td tbe2 my fren tnye pasal blog and i was like.. 

"owh, aku ade blog kott.. tp dah lama tak update anything.."

 plus, jarang on lappy juz to update blog.. on lappy juz tuk wat assgments and mini projects.. gosh, busy3x...

skang dah semester 4..

cepat kannnn....!!

gosh...

Juz now, saje flashback all my posts in bloggy.. hahaha..

funny nye..& sumtime, tak tringat pun pnah update psl menda2 mcm tu.

nampak sgt tak brape matured at that particular time..

yes, i'm no longer a free hair girl.

Alhamdulillah~

Bile umur dah meningkat nie, dah blh pk mane baek, & mane buruk..

But, i never regret anything that i've done before coz that's what makes me who I am today.

Plus, dah duk jauh ckit from family, kne pandai jaga diri..

Although my frens are there to support me, we need to look up for each other jgk kannn..

This is last semester btw.

Sebenarnye, tgh buat assgment ni, Reaction Engineering..

~Production of Ammonia~

okey, toodles bloggy..

Life goes On

Assalamualaikum..
hello bloggy.. lame gle tak write anything here.. been soo busy.
after I've entered MICET, my life changed completely.
Alhamdulillah, dah msuk sem 3..my 2nd year of my Bachelor..
How fast does time leaves us..
lots have happen..
My bestfriend dah engaged with the love of her life..
And another one is going to follow her footsteps next year..
Happy for u gurls..
Actually, ramai je yg dah tunang, kahwin...... and even had babies..
^_^
Plus, my 2nd bro pun dah selamat nikah, knduri n now safely working in KL with his wife by his side.

~ Their Wedding Day ~

As for me.... haha...
Still with my SweetSour lah.. :D
Alhamdulillah, he's been supporting me with my studies..although kdg2 rasa nk lari balik rumah je.. :p
but...life must go on.. Reality check evrybody!!

Im here !

Assalamualaikum..dah cukup seminggu aku ada kat UNIKL MICET, Melaka. Orentasi pun dah selamat dijalani with new fellow frens.. at first, mmg terasa sgt peritnye.,with emosi terganggu bagai, kaki melecet, lapar manjang, but, when it comes to sahur, berbuka n supper.. tak terase nk makan.. yg pling obvious skali is.. ngantukkkkk memanjang.. tak ckup tdur.. kdg2 tdur for 1-2 hours je.. tp..kne lawan jgk lah.. 

Amad pesan kne kuat kan mental..n bertahan coz for 1 week je.. 

Alhamdulillah, dah settle.. esk, pg amik jadual kelas, n bermula lah sesi pembelajaran iRa Jo di UNIKL MICET.. InsyaAllah.. niat nk dpt dean list.. hehe.. tgk la cmna kan.. kne tingkat kan usaha.. tamo main2 mcm dlu.. :)

-my MSR group-

 ini lah antara kwn2 yg mula2 dikenali...u guys are awesome.. thank u.. same2 kte mula kan pengembaraan ini.. :D

A New Chapter

Assalamualaikum.. wahh...lame nye tak buka n berblogging kat bloggy ni.. bukan ape..jari ni mcm mlas je nk on laptop..nk tggu pe sume loading bagai.. klu buka pun tgk fb..tu pun tak smpai 5minit..haha

juz nk kongsi tuk tatapan diri sndri nnt... tggl lg seminggu ja sebelum aku nk sambung blaja.. rasa cm cepat je masa berlalu bila kta tanak waktu tu jalan ngn cepat n tinggalkan kta kan.... hmmmmm...

mmg laa dulu aku duk bising manjang nk smbung blaja or keje..kannnn... tp ble diri dah terbiasa duk umah.. pagi2, kuar dr pintu umah..terdengar bunyi meow'ing2..minta mkn minum.. hmm...dah setahun lebih dok jaga depa... mst rindu nnt...huuu.. :c

berat plak hati nk tggl kan my Snowy..n my Nobu..

sapa nk mandikan depa nnt...

my SnoWy

NoBu

owh2..sedih nye..

takpa..insyaAllah, sebulan skali aku blik ipoh.. :)

ape2 pun, kne ready kan diri, physically & mentally prepared tuk smbung blaja..

dah setahun otak ni rest.. 

wish myself luck..

nk tgglkan ahmad lg..tuk blaja..

hehe...owh..tak2...

slalu dlm hati..insyaAllah..

UNIKL MICET...

pliz be good to me..

okey..

headache  ----------------- >   (-_-*)

unbalanced

been saving this post for quite a long time.. agak bz ckit lately..
okey2.. i've watched crite yg dorang duk ckp pecah panggung tu..
Ombak Rindu laa..
with the gorgeous lisa surihani, maya karin..
and of cos the hot Aaron Aziz.. ;D
haha..
most of my frens yg tgk the movie would say..
"wooaaa..mmg sedih siot.. "
"wei..sedih nye..nanges aku"
okey..and so on...
tapi..
ble aku tgk movie tu..
from beginning till end..
tak rase sedih..
tak rse nk nanges..
n rse cm maya karin blakon tak best..
tak tau laa..
maybe aku unbalanced ckit kut at that time..
haha
quite pelik laa coz aku ni mmg cepat emo..sensitip lebeyh..
bab air mate.. mmg pemurah..
tp... bangga gak..
coz..
i didn't cry at all through out the movie.. haha
nnt nk try tgk movie lain yg sedih2..
mcm takde keje je.. :D
toodles..

?

feelingless..
i'm experiencing feelingless...
are there such word..?
haha..

u & i

sedang syok gle layan lagu YOU & I..
dah mesti la lagu from Cik Gaga...
lagu best..sweet..sgt best if dgr lirik die btul2..
but after "tertengok" the video clip..
dahi aku..
berkerut..
the fun part of the video was when Gaga ngah berlari2 cm Hussin (from hantu kak limah)
hahahaha... i would laugh like hell if tgk that part.. :D
for those yg tak open lnsung must mengucap pnjang..
i did watch the whole video..
lpas tu..
dah tak rase nk tgk lnsung dah..
if kuar kat hitz.tv,
my hands would automatically tukar chanel..
ish2.. haha.. (^o^)
tp..kann..
rase nye..alejandro ngn born this way lg melampau kutt.. (=_=)
haha..whatever..
but smpai skang..
aku suke video telephone..
ignore the censored part lah..!
toodles~

damn

hmmphh..
okey~ juz started this post wit a big hhmmmmmpphhhhh~
bukan ape..juz fed up ngn my life ryte now.
keje tak..
study tak..
duk umah je..
most of my frens punye poket ngah berkepuk2 duet..
evry month, duet masuk.
tp kne ingat jugak la..
they earn that money by working they butts off.
mmg laa abah bg aku duet evrytime aku nak..
but..rase cm useless..
bukan nye takde qualification.
i got a freaking Diploma in Pharmacy for God sake.
if i work, evry month , kurang2 dah blh dapat 1500- 2K dah.
haish..
abah nk aku smbung blaja.
i know, it's for my own future..
but why is it so hard to further.
fuckup ngn board of pharmacy kat malaysia ni.
seriusly..
help ur own students la.

5 'o' clock

the first time i heard this song
goosebumps okeyyy~

open cut

bru lpas on phone with him dgn tears menari2 kat pp bagai.
this diamond heart still have a soft spot
which only a diomand can cut it.
didn't talk much,
juz berterus terang bout what we had.
maybe we can work this out.
i hope so.
i hope u would be the last man in my life.
pliz stay
with me
yg sgt childish sometimes
i'll try to grow up.
i promise.
(*-*)(")

diamond bukan batu

Hari ni..tersangat hurt with what he did.
since im with u, my heart jd cm berbunga2 bagai.
but i knew,
deep down inside..
"this here wouldn't last forever"
maybe thats why i juz go with it jugak.
lame2.. u've changed..
and me as well..
kat dlm ni sakit sangat.
my heart yg berbunga2 bagai tu..
dah tukar jd keras as batu.
or u can also described it as diamond la kot.
coz its hard.
my eyes were like paip air..
u know..snang je mencurahkan air..
without perlu bayar bil air.
now...
the tears are slowly getting kering.
i do cry.. but it won't last...
mcm dulu2.
like i said..
my heart dah jd keras as diamond.

Someone Like You

sometimes.. mmg love last till the end..
but the one yg sucks lah...
yang temu kan kte to the last one..
that will make it to the end..

finally

Yaey ! iRa Jo dah graduate !

it's Ok

choclate chip cookies

Percubaan pertama wat cookies~

haha.... boleh laa...
ptg td dok golek2 dlm bilik..then my sis msuk bilik & ckp "kak yah2..! jom wat cookies !"
adoi..malasss laa...dah laa ngah pose ni... huu

mule2 cm malas..but then, my mom msuk bilik n suh tlg gak my sis..ceyh~
bukan ape..ckp je tlg tp last2..aku yg wat cookies tu sowang2..!

so...godek punye godek.. siap jugak cookies nye..tp tak tau le sdap or tak kann.. coz aku tak pnah wat.. slalu nye wat cake & cupcakes je..tak pun puding....

mse ngah msk tu..cousin plak dtg so..terpakse layan kjap..terlupe cookies.. nsib baek tak hanguss..hahahaha...
tp cm overcooked ckit..uhuhu..

but.......................
don't judged a cookie by it's cover babe..! haha

bak kate my Ahmad..
"Sdapp wwoooo....."

hehe..so aku post laah my first choclate chips cookies di bloggy..

-my first-

takpe..next time aku wat lg..mst lg comel..!!

toodles~

(^_^)

Lalala, It's Love!

bake !

ari ni...bz gak ah.. wat keje2 rumah..
lpas tu..pnat gler...
pengsan kjap..tgk spongebob..hiburkan hati.. haha

then..tukar2 channel... bese laa... hobi~ (=_=")

tgk 707 = TLC

Rachel Allen Bake !

die ajar aku wat lemon cupcakes..
tp kat umah takde lemon..so aku wat vanilla cupcakes with red polka dots.. aha..!

sedap3....

(^_^)(")